"Sorrow is a part of our existence. Even the best among us cannot escape feeling sad at times. It is when you are feeling sad that you develop new insight about yourself." - About.com
"There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness." - Carl Jung
August 14, 2012 (Tuesday)
For days, weeks, months of being excited and happy every morning all of a sudden I feel gloomy. I feel empty. I feel unwanted. I feel ......hay, buhay!!! hahaha....drama dramahan lang. I don't know why I feel this way today, maybe because of the weather, or because of hormonal imbalance or because I wanted to eat something or maybe because of the sad realization I just had a while ago (people come and people go). Well, there are times in life na feel lang natin maglunkot lungkutan or magbaliw baliwan and I'm guilty of it sometimes but today was different, I really felt this gloominess. I wanted to run and cry under the rain. (I know, after my friends read this they will tease me for being insane, for being "baliw", for being a drama actress....hahaha).
I just wanted to write something kahit na mali mali ang grammar, kahit na madami ako dapat gawin kelangan ko gawin to, tuloy tuloy lang sa pagtype... to lessen what's in my mind, to lessen the gloominess I felt and to kill you by the curiosity at what I am talking about. (still being mean girl at this point?!?!) Basta! Tuloy tuloy lang to! wapakels if the punctuation marks are in the right places or the grammar really sucks...kanya kanyang trip lang, walang basagan! Gusto ko lang sumigaw, pero di pwede kaya dito ko na lang isinisigaw lahat!!! SIGAWWWWWW!!!! Maybe while you are reading this post sasabihin mo baliw talaga ako, that I was really a stubborn girl. :) hahaha...AYOKO NA!!!!
The end na nga, kung anu-ano na nilalagay ko.....
"You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true." - Sidney Madwed
So I will choose to be HAPPY....good bye GLOOMINESS.... :)
OKAY NA AKO!!! PROMISE :D .....
----- Au revoir. :) MJ